also: SPACE SHEETS
i literally can’t imagine a scenario where a person wouldn’t want these
The sex would be
OUT OF THIS WORLD
"you’re not depressed, you’re always smiling"- I Smile, and i Laugh because i can and because i have to. Im fine throughout some periods of the day. My "friends" tell me jokes and i laugh, because the jokes are funny,because my friends are funny. I Talk alot because my mind gets crowded. the words, my thoughts , the work,the stress. it builds up, until i reach my limit,until i want to lash out,until i want to hurt myself.
I fail at most things, and i struggle to breathe. the constant feeling of wanting to die, the constant struggle of keeping that fake smile.smile. I’m happy, and im sad,im both of them. When i try to sleep everything bad that has ever happened in my life comes rushing back. I remember everything and i cant get to sleep. I stay up for endless hours not because im a reckless teen who is constantly on social networking sites , purely because my thoughts keep me awake. I constantly wish to sleep. But not that kind of sleep, not the sleep where you wake up after 8 hours, a permanent sleep, sleep where you don’t wake up. But im trying to overcome all of this and im trying to become happy, and i think im on my way there.
This is way funnier than it should be. XD